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11 June 2004 @ 07:19 am
Pessimism + fat love handles = rambling & whining  
Jeannie made the excellent point last night (and earlier this week, too) that I'm unbearably pessimistic about people (and other things, too) and really oughtn't be so tired as I am (because everyone else sleeps so much less than I do and they have more stamina.) Plus I've been unbearably whiny lately (my own conclusion) and rather BLEAH all around. I'll blame a portion of that on insecurities that have surfaced about my place in life recently and the rest on excess of something. I've been trying to think what that excess may be, and I'm starting to think people. So next week (my last week before summer school starts) I think I will not see people outside of work (unavoidable), Kero (I live with her), family (see Kero), and Sailor (already have a date for Sunday night.) I will also look into some sort of yoga and pilates class, because I think a part of my lethargy is due to lack of exercise. Yoga is slow paced and sounds fabulous to me. Oh, and vitamins. I keep saying I'm going to stock my life full of them and I think I'll have the money to do so next week.

Bleah. I had six hours of sleep last night and I'm still exhausted. I can feel how puffy my eyes are. Yucky...
~ * flurr sprite * ~nkicroft on June 11th, 2004 08:34 am (UTC)
i wanna do pilates! we should both do it! :D
jeanniejeannietran on June 11th, 2004 04:44 pm (UTC)
i'm glad you thought i made a good point. as i was walking to my car last night i started to feel that i was being overly critical of you and possibly came off as being kinda bitchy. i'm sorry; i shouldn't have said what i said, or the way i said it. you think they way you think and i think the way i think.

but as a side note, i do think a lot of your "lethargy" comes back to the whole nutrition discussion we had awhile ago. you do eat a lot of not-so-healthy foods and when you do eat stuff that's good for you, it's in such small doses that it really doesn't count.
Suzik00kaburra on June 12th, 2004 12:11 am (UTC)
i know nutrition comes into it fa sho, but i'm unlikely to start eating more food in volume so i think i will have to look into getting it in vitamin form, if possible. or liquid form, since i seem to have no trouble slurping things up. it's research i gotta do when i get free time. :-p