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19 April 2003 @ 10:21 pm
Kookaburras do NOT live in Africa! :D  
Yume: Vanishing, vanishing, fading away. I disappear because he grew bored and turned away. When I cease to be thought of, I cease to exist; so I watch myself turn invisible as he laughs and runs away.

I'm just writing letters and diary entries all day and all weekend long. I'm quite dull; but it's fun and I'm satisfied. I like letters; they're more personal than instant messaging and longer-lasting than a phone call. I have a box under my bed to keep the ones from penpals in; it's starting to overflow. I have another box, hidden, that I keep special letters in: the notes from people close to me, the ones from family members, the random bits that cheered me up when I was feeling low. Raaaar. Letters are good. Zines are good. Love on paper is exquisite.

Ich werde herauf alle Schmerz verpacken. Ich werde es in meinem Herzen halten. Das ist gut morgen wird ein anderer Tag sein.

Everyone knows that lovely What's in Your Name? site, right? I put both my nickname and my real name in last night - I've been there before but I like seeing if it's still applicable - and both descriptions seemed dead on. Although your first name of Sam* has created an expressive, fun-loving nature, it has not produced the qualities necessary for a full and complete life. (*yeah, I changed my name. Hush. If you're smart enough to know my real name, then you're smart enough to know it. :P) That cracked me up, somehow; I'm not deep enough for a full or complete life! Your dislike for monotony and routine, often means that you do not finish the things you start. A natural rhythm, a sense of colour harmony, and creative ability contribute to a flair for composition and artistic and musical expression. Expression comes easily to you; in fact, you should learn to control it and discipline your expression. You are not practical where money matters are concerned, your theory being that money is there to be spent. Dead on. Who needs a complete life when I can have that? The most serious drawback of the influence of this name is in the strong emotional feelings that it produces, which are difficult to control and create lack of stability in your thinking or in your affairs. Me? Unstable? Whodathunk? True dat. Beri beri true. You would find it difficult to control your desires and could over-indulge in your pleasures.

And, if you aren't hideously bored yet, here's my real name, too. The name of Samantha* brings opportunities for success in business and financial accumulation. It fires you with ambition and promotional ideas, ideas that are original, progressive, and large-scale. With this name, success to you is a foregone conclusion, for you cannot conceive any reason for not reaching all your goals, as you have self-sufficiency, supreme confidence, boundless energy, and enthusiasm. As long as you have a sense of freedom from monotony and drudgery, and can see progress being made, you feel buoyant and optimistic. However, obstacles and frustration can give rise to feelings of impatience, intolerance, and depression. The ever-present desire to progress does not allow you proper relaxation or the proper expression of the softer feminine qualities of sympathy, encouragement, and affection. Others see you as rather shrewd and calculating. Your intense, restless nature can bring on tension which affects the solar plexus and digestion, or the female organs. Raaar. I'm a bitch!

So yeah; go look up your name for a good time. I'm bored. I'm gonna go write letters. Jaa.
 
 
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