February 16th, 2006


I wonder how far behind I've gotten in that paper diary of mine...

So hair. I'm trying to decide what to do with mine. Where's a gay hair stylist when I could use one?
Right now I want it to be long. It used to be really long - I loved it. It never felt heavy and it got everywhere, and people noticed it. It didn't tangle too badly, all things considered, but it did frizz a lot, so I chopped it off. Now I'm trying to figure out how to get the length back without the split ends and frizz.
I'm thinking layers. It's visually more interesting.
I can't figure out if I want bangs, side bangs, if I want to shift my part around, etc.

I am sitting here and bouncing in anticipation of my next paycheck (I'll wear my bottom off before Friday, when my money shows up) and I can begin to figure out how to best execute Project Makeover: New Look. Which won't be so much of a new look as it will just be me with clothes that are new and actually fit, maintained hair, new glasses frames and increased use of my contacts. Oh, and daily make-up application - I realized just how little I have bothered to use it when Seanie commented that I wasn't really me when I wore it. That's a problem! I want to be the me that wears make-up, not the me that doesn't. So if make-up me is a stranger, that means I'm getting farther from the person I want to be, and that is BAD.

Back upstairs to cleaning I will go - my room's such a mess because I have amassed a collection of hokum and hooey, which is piled in boxes, drawers and shelves and I am systematically trying to eliminate the excess.
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