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19 November 2005 @ 11:55 am
It's like I'm creme de cassis and you're a bottle of corona light.  
It's funny.
Ten months after we broke up, it has become very clear just how terribly wrong Sailor and I were for each other. Indeed, I find it difficult to believe we lasted as long as we did.

Which makes me wonder - have I changed so very much, or has he undergone a very dramatic transformation? (Well, he certainly has.)
We don't talk much anymore. A year ago I spoke to him every day, six months ago every week. Now, maybe once a month.
At least we're amiable, but it's strange that what he said was true, that we are two different people with nothing in common, really.
That just makes a two year relationship all the stranger; what was it built upon?
 
 
 
seaturtle84 on November 20th, 2005 03:28 am (UTC)
I Hear Ya
I know what you mean. Although Richard and I weren't together nearly as long as 2 years, I wonder why we were ever together in the first place. I think, at least for me, it was because he paid attention to me at the time that I felt I needed it the most. I can't regret the time I spent with him because then I wouldn't be able to move on with my life. But I dislike the fact that I wasted so much time on him. Time and money. But I'm happy to have had the experience and to know that when my intuition tells me something is up, then to follow it. Richard and I didn't have a lot in common with each other. We had a 20 year difference for crying out loud! lol Anyways... I'm just rambling... what I should be doing is writing this down in my journal... hey now that's an idea. :)