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24 March 2003 @ 12:11 pm
I don't know who you are, but I...don't care.  
Yume: I'm talking to myself. I think it's a mirror-image, except she's stepped out of the mirror and we're sitting on my bed, chatting cheerfully about anything under the sun. She has bloody scars all over her arms, intricate carvings that she created herself with a sharp blade. They are more detailed than China's finest jade sculpture. As we speak, she works upon her right leg. But she trades internal pain for external - she is completely, utterly happy. I sit with a dull ache and my hands shake as I watch her continue her art.

Seanie picked out my clothes today. I was just wearing my hooker pants and a tank top when he arrived at my house (we were carpooling to school to save gas) and I told him to come in and help me find a good outfit. So he chose a skirt and top for me. :) He'll be my gay best friend forever...never mind that he's straight and all...he dressed me so well!


(EVERYTHIN' POSE) I KNOW
(EVERYTHIN' POSE) WE KNOW IT
(EVERYTHIN' POSE)
EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE SOMEBODY sokoni imi wa nai
EVERYBODY NEEDS TO BE SOMEBODY dokoni imi wa aru?


My Japanese oral exam was today. You'd be so proud of me, Spichan! :) I got a perfect 50/50! The teacher said my accent was very natural, very fluent. She mentioned we had a few grammar errors, but was overall quite pleased. I was thrilled, because I thought what we said would've weighed far more heavily. But it turns out she only wanted to hear us and make sure we had the sounds right - no problems there! Listening to all that j-rock and subtitled anime totally paid off.

I'm standing on a bridge. I'm waiting in the dark. I thought that you'd be here by now. There's nothing but the rain - no footsteps on the ground - I'm listening but there's no sound. Isn't anyone trying to find me? Won't somebody come take me home? It's a damn cold night trying to figure out this life. Won't you take me by the hand?

I get the feeling I'm forcing the boy to come on the Spring Break trip. He doesn't really seem to want to go, except that I'll be there (and I'm awesome. Who woudln't want to spend oodles of extra time with me?) and I said I wanted him to come. Oh well. I'm sure he'll make his decision eventually.

Lindsey, Mike, and Seanie were all talking about sexuality today in the cafeteria. Apparently I only "claim" to be straight, since "most girls tend to be bisexual, that bisexual girls tend to lean more towards being lesbians than being straight." (My uber-girly boy only bolsters the theory.) And poor Bandaid, of course, has no say in the matter. Despite her two boyfriends, Lindsey's convinced Bandaid's a lesbian at heart. Pfft.
 
 
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