Suzi (k00kaburra) wrote,

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Why can't I get my act together?

I have blown off so much school this quarter, and for what reason? Because I can, basically. I don't want to be bothered with getting up off my ass, getting in the car, and going to class. But it's suicide to miss this much school, and if I don't pass my classes I won't get to go to SJSU.

So why do I go and miss two, three classes in a row?

Is it a form of spring depression, I wonder? I don't feel particularly depressed, so that doesn't seem correct. Yet that might be the best explanation.

Sure, some of it is laziness too. I'm not silly enough to discount that.

But really brain, why?
Tags: lazy

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