'Have you ever been in love with somebody?' At this point in my life, no. I'm not big on love. It doesn't motivate me. I think it's because I live in some sort of mish-mesh half-reality half-illusion world anyway, and sort of make up things as I go along. But that isn't the point. The point is I'm not in love, never been in love, and have no plans to be in love in the future. I think I'll get older and marry someone so that they can work hard and I can laze around the house all day. Love just isn't high on my list...I take the back. I want to be loved by everybody but I don't particularly care for a lover. Does that make sense?
My anti-lover status most likely stems from the fact that
A/I'm not a lesbian
B/And I don't like boys
C/I'm scared of love and commitment. I think that "I Love You" sounds suspiciously like "I Own You" on a lot of peoples' lips. So I'm scared. I don't want to be owned by nobody.
Knowing all that, do you think I would believe in love at first sight?
